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Life is good right now - Jackson is adorable and growing so much - Ellie will be here one week from Monday, I get to spend 6 days with Jodie, Joe and precious Allie and then come home for three weeks and go back and spend another week with her hopefully.  I loved my kids so much and always thought each age was the best filled with surprise and joy.  Some fun and some heartache.  I have alot of good memories of both of them and always told them they did not know what love for a child was like till they had one.  I think both of them understand that now.  However grandchildren WOW they are terrific and we are just getting started and have so much to look forward to.  It is so awesome to be with and look at these precious little miracles you love so much.  

I am finally quitting smoking for good this time.  So please pray for me.  I am using prayer and drugs (Chantix), this time.  My quit date is Tuesday, November 14, 2006.  I can already tell the Chantix and prayer is working.  They do not taste good.  I am changing my habits and had already thought they were disgusting and stinking.  I know all the health risk but some reason this was the vice I got addicted to and every time I have tried to give it up have ended in the hospital.  This time I will not and I am going to be a non smoker and FINALLY no longer be so ashamed of it.